so tired

i'm so tired today, i can barely keep my eyes open, but i have to incase the kids get into something.
My body feels so heavy, my 6ft frame struggling under my measely 63kgs.
i had my student midwife over today, she's so beautiful, we relived most of the details of Jacks birthing day...maybe thats why im suddenly so tired.
Another day playing tug of war with the dark side, i'll win one of these days and the darkness wont come to get me at all anymore.
until then, there's always yummy cookies!